I'm sorry I haven't been here for quite sometime. I just didn't know what to update here but I hope everyone is doing okey. But here is my journal from Furaffinity.

Four Day ago, I was reading what people thought about the book and the game of Eragon and Eldest. I was upset because people were talking bad about the stories that change my life. My dog has been missing since monday. I'm failing my Electronic's class. I was about to quit on my stories and my dreams , knowing that people won't like my stories if they didn't like Christopher Paolini's stories. Until .....I found this.

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Please listen to this song

This song is the main theme song of Eragon the movie and the book. I was closing my eyes, looking back in my past on how my friends were right by my side. Not giving up on me. I realize that there were people that won't like the same stories as I do, which is kinda silly for me . I haven't started writing because Ihaven't told anyone about it. So if anyone wants to know about the story. I will tell it to one person on what my story is about. But remember this. I'm doing this story for all the furs who have dreams, Jace, Crevansblackpaw, Slen, Dragoneer, Wolfgangcake, TaoRen, Zentiger, Icelyon, VulpinePilot All the artists here, My brothers Bazo and Vyse, My masters Ryan and Sajin, my love ones, Christopher Paolini, and for all the fur community here on this website and the world.

All of us have been through alot this year. We've been through hard relationships, breakup, deaths, and not be able to go for our dreams. But we're moving on. We're still going on. Isn't that the greatest power we have? Not giving up for ourselves and for our love ones? We're furs. Like the Xmen, we're making a difference to the people to the world. Like Christopher Paolini who is writing the stories that keeping me going on and all of us readers going for our dreams because he was so young and that he can still go for his dreams. We're all fighters in our lives, fighting for our dreams, our love ones, and the things we care and hold on. For me, I've been fighting for a year, wanting to quit, wanting to give up, but i'm not going to this time. Yes, I might get depressed again, but i'm not going to give in on death. I'm going to keep holding on, like all of us are. I'm not done and I'll fight for whats ahead of me. This my war, my life, my dream, my dragon heritage, my dragon within. This is my destiny, this is my dream and this is my life. So i'm going to Keep Holding On for all of you and for my dreams because i'm not afraid anymore.